Crazy Week..

Busy week so far, so not a whole lot of time to bore my blog to death with any postings. ha-

Isn't "guilt" interesting? I am totally going to do something tonight that I REALLY do not want to do, but I feel I should. Sooo I am doing it. I hate feeling like that. I wish I could just not give a shit and do what I want. BUT then I guess that isn't reality is it? I feel obligated sometimes, and I hate that. Even though I know I should go, and I know it's the "good" thing to do, I don't care. I don't want to go. What I don't want to go to is irrelevant really because this type of feeling can be felt for a plethora of situations in life. However, I will make one more comment about tonight. I have to wear a "company" shirt because this event is for work. Well the T-shirt is not comfortable at all, and will probably cut off the circulation to my lower extremities by the end of the evening...I wish they would realize that there are some employees that are a bit on the "thick" side. :) And adjust the company logo shirts accordingly.
I am just a complainer today I guess. Could be a long night.... Oh did I mention it is out of town?... and that I have to ride in a company van with a bunch of people I really don't care to give the time of day to? Thank goodness my best bud Kel is going along too. That will help a lot.
I know life is filled with a bunch of things you don't necessarily want to do but have to do. But I think having life be filled with a bunch of things that you WANT to do and HAVE to do sounds much better to me! :) Ok I will quit dreaming now and get back to reality!