I Miss Me..

There's this country singer, Brad Cotter. He has this song "I Miss Me".
"I miss me, I'm not the same, just someone else using my name"..... That's how I feel sometimes. I don't even feel like the same person somedays. The last few years have changed me so much. Yes I have allowed that to happen I guess, but I just don't even recognize myself. I look the same overall, other than a few more grays, and a few more wrinkles. But my personality? Well that's another story. I use to be fun. I use to enjoy things. It just seems like such a struggle to be like that again. I don't remember it being so much work before, and I am sure it wasn't, because I use to enjoy life. So it came more naturally to me. Now it takes effort. Maybe someday it won't take so much effort, and maybe someday soon I will recognize myself again.