Happy Hump Day.....

I am having an ok hump day actually. The day has gone rather fast at work and I have got a lot done. Feeling fairly productive actually.
I have been tanning or should I say "red"ing...I tan so damn weird. I always have more of a reddish tint to my skin; it never gets nice and bronze like some people. Oh well....
Speaking of tint, there is this car window tinting place in town and their newest add is "show us your tints".. ha get it??? show us your tits??? But show us your tints?? ha--funny to me. Talks about after you get your windows tinted everyone will want you to show them your tints... ha OK...I am easily amused I guess.
On a positive note, I went shopping for a pair of jeans and dress pants last night and thanks to my working out, I went down a whopping two sizes. Cool.... I was totally surprised cuz I haven't really lost much weight, but I must be firming up. So instead of wearing my usual 8 I am down to a size 4. ... ha..yeah right....NOT... I will not be notating my actual size here on the blog. Uff..some things are just better left to the imagination.. ha. I have seen people a lot worse, but I am no size 8 that's for sure...not even close unfortunately. But I was still somewhat excited by my shopping adventure. I have never had to go out of the dressing room to get a smaller size...that was cool.
Anyway...enough for now...later....

Beer...

Why is it that some days a friggin beer just tastes so damn good? And then some days it doesn't. Friday night went out with a friend, and the beer just tasted so damn good, that we were drinking it like it was water. It just tasted Goooooooood.... ha
I don't go out and party like I use to. But I still like a beer every once in a while. But even when I use to party it was the same way. Some nights it was like drinking mud, they went down so slow. But then some nights it was like frickin water.... Who knows why.... all I know is Friday it was definitely going down like water. ha

Wow...

This guy over at the fitness center is amazing..He is just so damn hot! He wears all black, works out like a mad dog, and sweats like a pig. But it is so damn sexy on him. His body is very muscular but not to the excess. Like my friend and I were saying the other day, I don't think we could even tell you what his face looks like. ha. His body is amazing. She is totally intimidated by him. ha--funny to see her like that. Last time we were there, we tanned. And when we came out he was waiting for a tanning bed. He said something to us and she was so damn nervous she couldn't even respond. ha--
Anyway, I can only imagine him laying in that tanning bed bronzing that amazing body..As we were leaving she says, "I bet his penis is all nice and warm right about now." ha.. I couldn't quit thinking about him that night. He has got a couple of groupies...:)

Great Roadtrip...

Well my roadtrip on Friday was great. There is something to be said for hitting the open road and just getting the hell out of dodge....and in the company of a great friend? Well it just doesn't get much better...
The time seemed to go way to fast though. We shopped and shopped......didn't buy a whole lot but it didn't matter. It is fun just to gawk too...
We took a bunch of fun pic's too which was fun. It turned out to be a hat day... we tried on hats and snapped pics. It was a blast. There are some mighty u-g-l-y hats out there...ha
All in all it was a great day.....

You're what???

Got an e-mail from my X the other day. He has given "someone" an engagement ring. Ouch that hurts. Talk about a blow to a person's ego. Doesn't want to be married to me anymore but not quite 2 years later, gives a ring to someone else.
I knew he was living with someone, but for him to make a committment? Well it just hurts like hell. Talk about a person's stomach dropping to their knees when I was reading that e-mail. Uff..
It wasn't pleasant. At first I thought I was dealing with it ok, but I am not. It just hit me hard and the last couple of days I have been totally bummed out. Sometimes it seems like the hurt will never end. Two years later there are still things that he can do that totally put me in the shitter....
Part of me wants to just tell him off. Let him know how much he has fucked me up. But then another part of me says not to. Will it change anything? No. Will it give me back my dignity? No. Will it give me back my old life? No... so why do it? Why stoop to that level and look bad.
I just hate feeling like this. It sucks. I would have thought after the first year or so that things wouldn't hurt as much...uff was I wrong.
Well back to work. Just had to vent.